Summer had arrived suddenly the day before, in the afternoon
to be more exact. In the morning they had huddled in groups outside the grand,
old church dressed in their fine clothes. The girls wore dresses and skirts in
the grey, chilly morning. Jenny had stared with envy at the boys in their suit
pants and had pulled on her cardigan so it would cover her hands. Of course she
didn’t know that her goose bumped legs would one day be part of a treasured
memory. Jenny didn’t think of things like that, she was only nine and she
couldn’t wait for the long summer break to begin.
In the afternoon a little before 2:30, Jenny’s mother had
stood on the porch with the traditional end of school year strawberry
shortcake. She had sighed, looked at the grey skies and thought to herself; I guess we have to sit here this year and
not in the arbor. The arbor was made up of gigantic lilac bushes and in the
middle the family often sat in the summer. She put the cake on the table on the
porch and almost like magic the clouds broke apart and the sun came out. The
temperature rose quickly and the afternoon treat was swiftly moved
outside.
Now it was Saturday evening and Jenny lay on her stomach on
her parent’s bed watching her mother working the curling iron in her dark
blonde hair. The window was open and in with the soft summer breeze drifted the
scent of lilacs.
“Do I need more in the back?” Her mother turned her head and
tried to look in the mirror.
“No, it looks pretty,” Jenny said and rolled over onto her
back. The evening sun shone through the lace curtains and made patterns on the
white ceiling. She heard how her mother put down the curling iron and unplugged
it. Then she heard her starting to look for something in her jewelry box. Her
fingers made a slight raking noise.
“Where are my pearl earrings?” Some more raking noise. “I
don’t understand. Where are they?”
The patterns on the ceiling looked like ships now.
“Maybe the trolls took them,” she said absentmindedly.
“Farmor says trolls are little thieves.”
The raking noise stopped. She could feel how her mother sat
down on the side of the bed.
“Jenny,” her mother said and put a hand on her arm. “We have
talked about this. You know that farmor is sick. She says things. Things that
aren’t real.”
Jenny nodded, the pattern on the ceiling looked like fish
now.
“Oh, I think your cousins are here.”
Jenny already knew that, she had heard the car coming up the
graveled road for a few minutes.
The cousins; Maria thirteen years old with braces, breasts
and brown hair and Karl ten years old who everybody called Kalle. Jenny’s older
sister Pernilla took Maria under her arm and the two girls disappeared
upstairs.
“Pernilla,” her mother screamed upstairs. “Pernilla!” She
looked over at Jenny’s aunt. “That girl…that girl is driving me insane. Where
is Stig? Stig!”
Jenny knew that her father stood out by her uncle’s car and
talked about hunting woodcocks but instead of saying anything she took Kalle by
the arm and steered him into the kitchen. On the counter were three bags; one
with potato chips, one with cheese doodles and one with candy. Last night she
and Pernilla had walked down to the gas station and bought them. They had
argued about the candy for a long time before they could agree on what to buy. They
only had so much money, so every piece counted.
“Let’s fill two bowls and bring them out to the porch. Pappa
and I made a fort out there for us to sleep in tonight.”
Jenny filled a big bowl with chips and cheese doodles and
Kalle filled a smaller one with candy.
On the porch, under the table covered in a big blanket the
two children sat together and munched.
“Jenny! Kalle! Where are you?” Pappa’s voice came from
outside the porch.
“We are in here in the fort,” Jenny called out, crawled to the other side of the porch and
stood up by the open window. “Pappa! Here!”
He turned around by the arbor and came back to the porch.
“We are leaving now. I talked to Pernilla and she promised
to be nice. We will be back around midnight.” He planted a kiss on his palm and
reached up so she could pretend to grab it and put it in her pocket. “Use it for bedtime,” he said and left.
The June light lingered, the blue dusk would be replaced by
the navy blue night for a few hours and then the birds would start singing again
and the sun would rise. Jenny and Kalle laid in the fort with yellow orange cheese
doodle fingers and black licorice tongues. Her father’s kiss to use for bedtime
was still in her pocket even though hours had passed since the clock struck
eight in the living room. They heard music from Pernilla’s room but they hadn’t
seen the older girls since they went upstairs before their parents left for the
barn dance.
“Do you know what I think is strange?” Kalle shook his head,
his mouth was filled with candy. “That farmor says trolls are real. Fröken says
that giants threw those big rocks on the fields and that the mountain is called
Troll Mountain because a troll used to live there.” Kalle chewed and listened.
“But mamma says that farmor is sick and says things that aren’t real….is Fröken
sick too?” Kalle swallowed and turned to his stomach, reaching for another
piece of candy.
“Fröken can’t be sick…then they wouldn’t let her work in
school…I think at least.” He put the candy in his mouth.
“Mamma’s pearl earrings are missing. I said it could be the
trolls but she didn’t believe me. You know how farmor always say that trolls
are little thieves.”
“My mamma says there are fairies in the fog on the meadow.”
“Why do they say different things? It is so strange!”
She stuffed some chips in her mouth, mostly little crumbles
left now. Licked her fingers one by one and yawned. She put her head on the
pillow. Kalle was quiet, she was quiet.
The only thing she heard was the faint music and the blackbird who
always sat in the birch tree and sang at night.
She yawned again; she could easily fall asleep now but first she had to
pee.
“I will go and pee,” she said and crawled out of the fort.
Kalle didn’t respond, he was probably sleeping already. She stood on the porch
and looked into the house through the door. To walk all the way into the house
to pee felt so far. She took the three steps over to the porch door and opened
it. She would squat in the grass and be back in her sleeping bag in less than a
minute.
The grass under her bare feet was cold; she shivered and
pulled up her shoulders. She held one hand on the stone stairs as she squatted.
The stone step was still warm from the bright sun and smooth under her hand.
Something was rummaging about over by the arbor. She squinted and tried to see.
Probably Sixten, the cat, who was looking for a mouse or a vole.
“Sixten,” she called softly. “Come here kitty. Kitty,
kitty.”
The rummaging stopped but Sixten didn’t show up. Oh, she got
scared, what if it was a badger? They
were dangerous; they keep biting until your bones crunch. She stood quickly and leaped up the stairs.
The badger came out from the bushes, stopped and turned towards her. Then it
happened. The moment was as slow as refrigerated syrup. The badger stood up.
The badger had arms and legs and a head with wild bushy hair. Jenny blinked
hard, blinked again. The…the…the…she didn’t know what word to use, it stood
there and looked at her. Then it turned around and bounded away. A skinny tail
was the last thing she saw before it climbed up the old stone wall and
disappeared. If she hadn’t just peeped she would have peed her pants.
“Kalle! Kalle!” She shook his feet in the sleeping bag. “You
have to wake up.”
“What?” He pulled his feet away from her hands. “I am tired. I want to sleep.”
“But Kalle.” She pulled on his feet. “I saw something. A…a…a
troll.” Yes, now she was sure it was a
troll. A small furry little one.
Kalle grunted something and curled up.
“We have to see where it went.”
“Ufff,” Kalle said.
“If you are not going I am going by myself.”
Kalle shuffled his feet around for a moment and then he
poked his head out from underneath the table.
“Out where? In the woods in the dark?”
She nodded and looked sternly at him.
“Well, maybe I will bring Lolo with me.” The thought of the
dog gave her comfort. “Yes, I will bring Lolo and I am leaving now.”
She grabbed her jeans, pulled them on and then she walked
into the house. In the kitchen the foxhound came up to her with ticky tocky
claws against the hard floor.
“We are going to the woods,” Jenny said and petted the dog.
The tail started waging and the dog licked her hand. She took a chair, pushed
it against the counter and reached up to the cabinet. She found the flash light
and tested it in the kitchen. Even though the night wasn’t completely dark yet
she knew the woods would be darker.
She leashed the dog and made her way back to the porch.
Kalle was standing by the door.
“If you are going I am coming with you.”
Lolo walked first. She was happy to be out with her favorite
human. A slightly odd time perhaps but the day had been so warm she had spent
most of it lying in the shade under the hedge. It was good to stretch her legs.
She looked behind her. The girl had a flash light and the boy was only a step
or two behind the girl. Lolo liked the other humans too but this one, the
smallest one, was special to her. They had been puppies together a long time
ago. Strange, humans stayed puppies forever. She was now a grown, close to aging
dog. She had felt it this past winter; the hunting instinct was still a fever
in her blood but her muscles weren’t as strong anymore. And to come home and
rest by the fire had been a respite. A leisurely walk like this one she always
liked.
They had crossed the
meadow and now they entered the woods. Lolo put her nose to the ground; smelled
the grass, the dirt and the tall ferns. Lifted her head and breathed in. A fox had
crossed here not long ago and she thought she smelled a hedgehog a little
further along the path. The children talked behind her, she could hear
something in their voices, a faint echo of fear from the boy but mostly
excitement from the girl. Something was different in the woods tonight, Lolo
wasn’t sure if it was because of the darkness but she could sense slight
vibrations in the ground. She took another deep breath. The unfamiliar scent
hit her, human and animal in one. No, not human. No, not animal. The hairs on
her back stood up, the growl filled her body and she stopped on the trail.
“What is it Lolo?” the girl said and put a hand on her back.
“Do you see something?”
“Let’s go home!” the boy said and his voice was shaky.
The girl sat down next to her, put an arm around her
shoulders and shined the flashlight into the darkness under the ferns.
“What is it Lolo?”
She growled deeper, the unfamiliar scent was coming closer,
she could hear the movement. Small feet were moving slowly and carefully over
the ground. Then she saw it. As tall as her but on two feet. Big eyes in a
round face. Spiky hair on the top of its head and smooth fur on the rest of the
body. And it spoke. She was sure it spoke but it didn’t open its mouth but she
heard words in her head. Soft, soft, soft words. Human voice but different
words. “Ho ay ay ay ay buff. Ho ay ay ay ay buff. Ho ay ay ay ay buff buff. Ho
ay ay ay ay buff.”
She was warm, sweaty on her face and back. She tried to push
down her blanket but she couldn’t. She was trapped in something. Scared, she
opened her eyes. Above her were planks and something orange. She blinked and
tried to focus. When her eyes began to adjust she saw that the orange was the
blanket she and pappa had put up yesterday on top of the table. She was lying
in her sleeping bag on the porch. She turned to her side and saw Kalle sleeping
deeply with his face pressed into the pillow. A strange feeling resided in her
body. Her brain felt fuzzy and her limbs heavy. All she wanted to do was to lie
down again and sleep but she was too hot so she crawled out of the fort and
walked into the house.
Mamma was sitting by the kitchen table with a crossword and
a cup of coffee.
“Sleeping beauty,” she said when she saw Jenny. “Do you want
some breakfast?”
Jenny sat down on a chair and looked over at the kitchen
clock. 10:30 in the morning. She had never slept this late in her whole life.
“Where are pappa and Pernilla?”
“Pappa is out with Lolo…did you play a lot with her last
night? He had to drag her out of the house.” Her mother put some bread into the
toaster. “Pernilla is still sleeping of course.”
Jenny felt confused, she thought she remembered that they
had taken Lolo with them out to the woods last night but the memory was as
faint as a dream. The bread jumped out of the toaster and her mother put it on
a plate.
“You know what is strange?” Her mother opened the fridge;
she brought out the milk, the butter and the cheese. “I found my pearl earrings
here on the table when we came back last night. Did you find them?”
Jenny buttered her toast, sliced some cheese and took a
bite. Had she found the earrings? She remembered that Kalle and her had eaten
candy, chips and cheese doodles until it was almost dark. Then she went out to
pee….after that it was murkier.
“No,” she said and took another bite. “I didn’t find the
earrings. Ask Pernilla, maybe she borrowed them.”
Her mother smiled at her.
“Yes, you are probably right.” Then her mother narrowed her
eyes and looked at her. “What is that you have in your hair?” She reached out
and plucked something from her head. “A piece of fern. How odd.”
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